So much has happened in these two years, The feelings of SHOCK, ANGER, FEAR, GUILT, GRIEF .. they are all still there but have just been pushed away , squashed down by feelings of HOPE, LOVE , AMAZEMENT, AWE, WONDER, JOY, i could go on and on the list is endless! We have the occasional bad day, when things just get a little too much but just one smile gets me grounded again and i realise just how far we have come and what could of been...
Cadon is almost 20 months, he continues to thrive and is developmentally on target for a little boy of his age other than walking, but we are working on that one with great enthusiasm and he is showing all the signs that he will be able to, just in his own time and on his own terms, see.. that's one thing having a child with spina bifida has taught us patience.. We have had the same reply said to us so many times by his team of doctors " we'll just have to wait and see" At first i found that so frustrating, my thirst for knowledge, the what if's, but's, could's should's were all met with that same answer. But now i'm o.k with it and am happy to just marvel at my son's accomplishments and determination to succeed.
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